When I say jealous it's not like he does anything crazy but I can tell it bothers him, and I don't want him to be upset. He seems to be jealous of the idea of me being with other people in the past, which I cannot help because what's done is done.
I'm almost 30 years old, I don't even know if I could recall it all. I have been honest with him about who I have been seriously involved with (relationships & sex) not provided him a list of every person I have ever talked to or kissed. The guy that I am currently seeing asks questions about my prior relationships. I am that type of person that is always going to be real with people and she knows that. I don't want her to think i am trying to talk her out her feelings, i also don't want to make her sound guilty or anything like that, i don't want to sound like An Asshole either. What do you think she meant by that and what do you think might of happened? She said "We still talk a lil bit, I just needed some space" But to be honest i don't know how to really help her, i need to find the right words to have her move on and whatever they have wasn't real anymore. I asked what happened and she said "A lot of manipulation and mental abuse". Turns out it was her bestfriend (Jony) they were really close. Then i asked her what is causing all that and she said " I just got out of a really toxic friendship and it's been taking a huge toll on my emotions lately ". but idk, I've been sleeping a lot and idk why. She also hasn't been texting anybody that much and she hasn't been on social media that much, i asked her and she "said You're the first person to actually notice. I noticed she has been sleeping in all day until 5 or 6pm, and she goes to bed earlier then usual, it made no sense to me. I miss texting her more, laughing and having funny and enjoyable convos, where we texted more and she replied faster. but these past 7 days i feel like me and her were getting dry, like if our bond wasn't the same, like if something was wrong with her. she said me and her will rock together forever. She said i am like one of the realest people out there. me and her care and love eachother alot, she loves me because i always been there for her, and i always made her feel better, she said she wouldn't know what she do without me. I met her in middle school and me and her still text ALOT, like everyday. So there is this girl i have a big crush on, (not dating) I'm not ready to ask her out yet.
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